I sighed. I took my mini bag from the bedside table as I stood up. I wore my sunny bunny hat, which has an exaggerated design. I mean, whatever, at least I have a hat.

When I get out of my room, I looked around if I'll see him. I just realized that I still didn't know his name while he knows mine. Nah, I don't care. I will hide from him because I don't want to see his face! I couldn't stop remembering what happened between us a while ago.

Why would I say such a thing? It's understandable. I'm a dying woman!

He's hot, though.

Ugh! Stop it, Ava!

I walked like a bitch in the hallway heading to their fancy cafeteria. I hope they have a great breakfast there because I'm dying. It might be my last day, you know? At least, I'm going to die with having a full stomach.

I let out a flirty chuckle when I saw a hottie in the hallway, and he freaking winked at me! How do you like that?!

What? I'm dying!

I talked too much in my head. Is that one of my symptoms? I hope it is because it's humiliating me.

I stopped at the double door as I watched the guy open it for me, "Thank you," I smiled at him. He's a cutie.

I walked inside and saw a bunch of people who are having lunch. I looked around first if he's here.

"Okay, clear," I whispered.

I had breakfast all by myself. I was glad that I didn't see my hottie roomie. What a peaceful morning!

I walked around and found myself, from the front of the cruise ship while holding the railings. My hands were trembling from holding it tight because I might not die from my disease, but from drowning in the sea!

I couldn't help but get more peace just by letting the wind feel against my skin. It's amazing. I should have done this before, but I'm a busy woman back there, making money. At least, I'm doing it now.

I guess I just did one from my bucket list. How great is that? And I'm going to do it all until my last day would come. It would be worth it. Right?

I spend all day hiding from him. He's just annoying, you know?

I just discovered that they also have a ballroom here, and it's big! I wish they would put some event here because It's also from my list that I made. Me dancing in the ball event! I mean, I didn't get the chance when I'm in high school or what. I don't have many friends either.

I'm just not a social person. I know how to be alone. Somehow, I already get used to it. I don't know how to communicate well with other people. At least, I know how to flirt with guys.

That's a relief for me.

I do dates before, but nothing lasts. They all want the same thing, a perfect woman who will fit them perfectly. Boys are awful, and my hot roomie? He gives me the same vibes as all the guys I've dated back then. He's one of them, and I'm freaking sure of that. Well, he might be.

I didn't even see him in our room. Maybe, my hot roomie is getting laid tonight! I'm hoping that to happen for all!

I had slept longer than I've expected, and when I wake up, I didn't see him. I thought he was the one who's finding me while I hide from him? It's getting boring now.

I want to yell at him again, you know? Be rude. I'm already missing that. Maybe, I should find him somewhere or not.

I took a morning shower just like yesterday as I went to the fancy cafeteria for breakfast and no sign of him. No hottie roomie here. Where could he be? Maybe, he spends the night with whoever he had sex. I wonder how hot he is in bed.

"Stop thinking about me." My eyes widened when I suddenly saw him sitting in front of me. What on earth did he appear in here?!

"Holly Molly, you're getting me killed, aren't you?" He only chuckled as he looked at me as if I have something on my face, "Should I hide from you now?" I asked sarcastically.

"Don't," He suddenly said seriously. "Because I keep finding you anywhere, so don't waste any time anymore. I'll be the one who's going to hide from you instead." With that, he stood up and walked away.

"Geez, what's wrong with that guy?" I whispered to myself as I looked at my plate full of breakfast. I sighed. I suddenly lost my appetite, but I wanted to die with a full stomach, so Nah, not today.

And I didn't see him all day again. It's boring not to hide effortlessly, you know?

It's my third day here, and I'm enjoying it, I think. Should I talk to him? I think he got offended or something. I didn't do anything besides being rude to him. Right?

Okay, fine. I've been too rude to my hot roomie.

I walked around as I take another tour on this cool big cruise ship because It's too big to have a look around for only one day. I think it would take me a year to see the whole of it, and I only have ten days to do that. It's short, I know.

I ended up in the pool area again. I sighed as I get myself a drink and walked towards the pool and sat down at the poolside. I drank again and again. This trip is super convenient.

I stayed at the poolside until night came. I was staring at the beautiful dark sky. It's cool to see the stars, you know? Because It gets more a cool thing when I know that soon, I'll become one of them.

"And then, I'll be a rockstar."